I was desperate to get back what I have so carelessly thrown away... Suddenly, the old flame of love sparked in my heart after years of nothing but ashes all around... It was too late when I discovered the grave mistake I made, I knew that but it did not hinder me from trying... I tried to set things right but the hurt I caused him was bigger than the great love he had for me... I spent years repenting and trying hard to pay my debt in full... Now, I don"t repent any more... I am more in peace with my forever restless soul... Deep inside I know that whatever could be done, I have done it and whatever could be said, I have said it... These are my letters to him while I was trying to win him back... I have written them with my heart and soul during lots of sleepless nights and with plenty of tears... I pray they get in the right hands... The hands of people who could learn from my mistakes and find condolence in my misfortune... A misfortune that no one put upon me except myself... Это и многое другое вы найдете в книге Letters to my Now-Married Ex-Fiance (Salma A. Massoud)