Binded by Blood

Months have passed since her death. John questioned his faith in God and he had an absolute need to know that God really exists. Because, for him, if God didn"t exist then, that meant that she was gone forever. John couldn"t fathom living in a universe where her goodness could be completely snuffed out in just an instant. But, he could accept living without her knowing that she was somewhere in eternity with God and that he would one day be reunited with her. I"ll never let you go Baby. He cried silently as he began to stir up thought about her. He reached up into the bathroom cabinet to take another sleeping pill he relied on to get through another restless night. He closed his eyes as he shed tears. He thought of their relationship which was a healthy marriage and the birth of a beautiful son they called Sam. He took a glimpse of himself in the mirror looking deep into his teary eyes. ""Where are you?"" He questioned his reflection. ""Why God are you silencing yourself from me?"" He yelled out. Like Habakkuk did in the bible, John cried out to God. He knew deep within his heart what he had to do. He knew that his returning to his pulpit is what he needed for his recovery. He moaned constantly, hoping that one day he could hear God"s voice. How could he continue to lead his congregation when he couldn"t even talk to God? He decided if God wanted him to hear His voice, He would figure out how to make it happen. How can he lead his parishioners without his faith? That faith which had been shaken by the accidental death of the only woman he ever loved. Will he find love again? One might expect that he would not because his family, friends and even his parishioners all knew how much in love he was with Baby. He was Binded by Blood to his calling, his church and to God. Can he ever let go of her to find love again? Это и многое другое вы найдете в книге Binded by Blood